思念人之屋

     晚上10点的时候，我从零钱盒里找到了三块钱，下楼，买了一瓶冰可乐，店里的公用电话全满着，一个男人在大声的讲述被骗的经历，撕心裂肺的满脸泪水，没有半点的同情。

     可乐就像是毒瘾，没有爱情可以，但不能没有它，我喜欢第一口喝下去的感觉，冰冷、坚硬、膨胀，着热到喉咙的时候闭上眼睛忘记一切。生活的乐趣只需要一瓶可乐就能满足，重要的是，在你需要的时候它在你手里。

     打包收拾东西，很多沉旧的东西被一样样的翻出来，旧照片，笔记本，平底锅，这些发黄的生锈的产物记录下了所有的青春岁月。大大小小20个纸箱子，生活总是在缓慢中前行，从一个背包到一个warm house，走了4年，4年是生命里的分水岭。
     第一次装修就像初恋，投入了全部的感情和经历，迷茫、困顿、惊喜、劳顿，极度的追求完美，极度的紧张每个细节，一次次失败后才发现，很多事情不是你所能够控制的，于是初恋变成了成长经历里一段苦涩的记忆，只是偶尔被提到。
     买了大朵的百合放在客厅里以记忆这段“恋情”，亲手写下这样的感触，送给我自己。

 

 

 

If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.

It's the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen, by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different, that their voices could be that difference.

It's the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled. Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection of red states and blue states

We are, and always will be, the United States of America

It's the answer that led those who've been told for so long by so many to be cynical and fearful and doubtful about what we can achieve to put their hands on the arc of history and bend it once more toward the hope of a better day.

It's been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this date in this election at this defining moment

change has come to America. A little bit earlier this evening, I received an extraordinarily gracious call from Sen. McCain.

Sen. McCain fought long and hard in this campaign. And he's fought even longer and harder for the country that he loves. He has endured sacrifices for America that most of us cannot begin to imagine. We are better off for the service rendered by this brave and selfless leader.I congratulate him; I congratulate Gov. Palin for all that they've achieved. And I look forward to working with them to renew this nation's promise in the months ahead.

I want to thank my partner in this journey, a man who campaigned from his heart, and spoke for the men and women he grew up with on the streets of Scranton and rode with on the train home to Delaware, the vice president-elect of the United States, Joe Biden.

And I would not be standing here tonight without the unyielding support of my best friend for the last 16 yearsthe rock of our family, the love of my life, the nation's next first lady Michelle Obama.Sasha and Malia I love you both more than you can imagine. And you have earned the new puppy that's coming with us to the new White House

And while she's no longer with us, I know my grandmother's watching, along with the family that made me who I am. I miss them tonight. I know that my debt to them is beyond measure

To my sister Maya, my sister Alma, all my other brothers  and sisters, thank you so much for all the support that you've given me. I am grateful to them.

And to my campaign manager, David Plouffe, the unsung hero of this campaign, who built the best -- the best political campaign, I think, in the history of the United States of America.

To my chief strategist David Axelrod who's been a partner with me every step of the way.

To the best campaign team ever assembled in the history of politics you made this happen, and I am forever grateful for what you've sacrificed to get it done.

But above all, I will never forget who this victory truly belongs to. It belongs to you. It belongs to you.

I was never the likeliest candidate for this office. We didn't start with much money or many endorsements. Our campaign was not hatched in the halls of Washington. It began in the backyards of Des Moines and the living rooms of Concord and the front porches of Charleston. It was built by working men and women who dug into what little savings they had to give $5 and $10 and $20 to the cause.

It grew strength from the young people who rejected the myth of their generation's apathy who left their homes and their families for jobs that offered little pay and less sleep.

It drew strength from the not-so-young people who braved the bitter cold and scorching heat to knock on doors of perfect strangers, and from the millions of Americans who volunteered and organized and proved that more than two centuries later a government of the people, by the people, and for the people has not perished from the Earth.

This is your victory.

And I know you didn't do this just to win an election. And I know you didn't do it for me.

  You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know

the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime -- two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century.Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us.

There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after the children fall asleep and wonder how they'll make the mortgage or pay their doctors' bills or save enough for their child's college education.

There's new energy to harness, new jobs to be created, new schools to build, and threats to meet, alliances to repair.

The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We   may not get there in one year or even in one term. But, America, I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there.

I promise you, we as a people will get there.

There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who won't agree with every decision or policy I make as president. And we know the government can't solve every problem.

But I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face. I will listen to you, especially when we disagree. And, above all, I will ask you to join in the work of remaking this nation, the only way it's been done in America for 221 years -- block by block, brick by brick, calloused hand by calloused hand.

What began 21 months ago in the depths of winter cannot end on this autumn night.

This victory alone is not the change we seek. It is only the chance for us to make that change. And that cannot happen if we go back to the way things were.

It can't happen without you, without a new spirit of service, a new spirit of sacrifice.

So let us summon a new spirit of patriotism, of responsibility, where each of us resolves to pitch in and work harder and look after not only ourselves but each other.

Let us remember that, if this financial crisis taught us anything, it's that we cannot have a thriving Wall Street while Main Street suffers.

In this country, we rise or fall as one nation, as one people. Let's resist the temptation to fall back on the same partisanship and pettiness and immaturity that has poisoned our politics for so long.

Let's remember that it was a man from this state who first carried the banner of the Republican Party to the White House, a party founded on the values of self-reliance and individual liberty and national unity.

Those are values that we all share. And while the Democratic Party has won a great victory tonight, we do so with a

measure of humility and determination to heal the divides that have held back our progress.

As Lincoln said to a nation far more divided than ours, we are not enemies but friends. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.

And to those Americans whose support I have yet to earn, I may not have won your vote tonight, but I hear your voices. I need your help. And I will be your president, too.

And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces, to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of the world, our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand.

To those -- to those who would tear the world down: We will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security: We

support you. And to all those who have wondered if America's beacon still burns as bright: Tonight we proved once more

 that the true strength of our nation comes not from the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity and unyielding hope.

That's the true genius of America: that America can change. Our union can be perfected. What we've already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.

This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one that's on my mind tonight's about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She's a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing: Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old

She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn't vote for two reasons -- because she was a woman and because of the color of her skin.And tonight, I think about all that she's seen throughout hercentury in America -- the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we can't, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes we can.

At a time when women's voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes we can.

When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs, a new sense of common purpose. Yes we can.

When the bombs fell on our harbor and tyranny threatened the world, she was there to witness a generation rise to greatness and a democracy was saved. Yes we can.

She was there for the buses in Montgomery, the hoses in Birmingham, a bridge in Selma, and a preacher from Atlanta who told a people that "We Shall Overcome." Yes we can.

A man touched down on the moon, a wall came down in Berlin, a world was connected by our own science and imagination.And this year, in this election, she touched her finger to a

screen, and cast her vote, because after 106 years in America, through the best of times and the darkest of hours, she knows how America can change.Yes we can.

America, we have come so far. We have seen so much. But there is so much more to do. So tonight, let us ask ourselves -- if our children should live to see the next century; if my daughters should be so lucky to live as long as Ann Nixon Cooper, what change will they see? What progress will we have made?

This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment.

This is our time, to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth, that, out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope. And where we are met with cynicism and doubts and those who tell us that we can't, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people: Yes, we can.

Thank you. God bless you. And may God bless the United States of America.

My way,2008

I'll state my case, of which I'm 2008
I've lived a year that's full
I did what I had to do
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill,my share of losing
To think I did all that;
Yes, it was my way!

      站在15层茶水间，望着灯火阑珊的十字路口，曲折和欣喜在意大利咖啡中蒸腾，一口下去，苦味蔓延开来，于是黑色浓稠液体拥入体内。这个城市里，人们过着平淡的日子，复印着前一天，再前一天的日子，直到复印机的墨粉渐渐用完，印出来的图案越来越淡，最后，一张白纸进去，一张白纸出来。

 

   人是一种奇异昆虫，总会因为一些节日而慌张，日子还是分分秒秒不知不觉的发酵着，只是被人分割开来，于是在每个分水岭，日子显得格外的煽情，特别是岁末年终，一些往事像呼啸而过的地铁，被风大片大片的被提起，对，就这样被提起。。。。

   我是五花肉，留着08年臭遍大街的bobo头，喜欢吃烤五花肉，喜欢奔跑，混在五道口整二年。现在是22:00点，离2009年还有最后三天，指尖冷凉，不知从哪儿给你讲我的故事。

 

      2008，没有悲伤的送别也没有喜悦的相逢,只有奔跑，一个女孩子的奔跑。

      生活中充满了收获，只要播种了西瓜肯定不会长出大牛，54个周末，有43个周末都可以在自习室或图书馆把我翻出来，师哥说他四年的周末都是这样渡过的，所以每次我都强忍着委屈，春天开始的时候，满天的柳絮想要把我的鼻子堵死，我保守的像个中年妇女，没有惊艳的裸露。中关村路口永远是海淀的硬伤，数据模型的草稿纸永远是我的硬伤。

 

      九龙斋的夏天，选题、开题，整个五一长假我被埋在文献里无法呼吸。感谢kevin，他把我放进了R&D的office，1天的时间我向101个的木头脑袋发放了我的课题调查问卷，有效的80份，Oh,yeah! 我发现做学问也并不是无趣的事情。感谢整个 MSN team的的同事，他们用午饭时间的时间帮我完成了问卷，于是一周的时间里收到200份作业，数据结果非常有价值。

 

      十一假期，整整7天，我蜗居的杂乱无章的小屋里，桔色的厚棉布窗帘遮住午后的阳光，偷偷掀开，有些刺眼,明晃晃的，2万字到5万字，零晨2点，论文被发了出去，于是大口大口的喝掉了整瓶可乐，滋滋的气泡沸腾了我双眼。
   同学中这样奔跑的女生很多，白天努力工作，从工程师到PM,从PM到leader,怀着宝宝还跟我们讨论经济学模型，因为我们知道，在职场上女人比男人更难。 "I've succeeded because I've worked hard and I truly enjoy what I do."

 

 收到和发出37902封email
 收获到二个微软release ship-it和一个Award
 跑步机显示总里程数是419公里
 乘坐13号线地铁的时间是10560分钟
 背掉了4531个单词，忘掉4613个
 完成一个5万字论文和8个考试
 做完了师哥共享的1600道PMP测试题
 喝掉了3大瓶雀巢和16灌红牛
 完成了生命里的最长一次考试240分钟
 圣诞节收到了收房短信今年的最后一个惊喜
  
太阳升起，狮子在奔跑，去追食跑得最快的哪只羚羊，羚羊也在奔跑，去躲避跑得最快的哪只狮子。

 

    这个夏天快结束的时候，我蜗居的杂乱无章的小屋里，桔色的厚棉布窗帘遮住午后的阳光，偷偷掀开，有些刺眼,明晃晃的。

 

    四年前的这个北京秋天，我四处游荡，西单、小西天、石景山，慵懒的像个无知的小蚯蚓还不懂得什么叫青春，瞳孔盲点里只有阳光。

 

    年青的时候你喜欢过老狼吗？哪个骗过少男少女的煽情男生现在已经变成满目褶皱的老男人，悲情。只有《虎口脱险》再次响起时还会让我有写字的冲动。只是已词穷.

   “年青的时候你喜欢过张信哲吗？” “有过，可我宁愿活在“曾经拥有”的封皮磁带里“.那些刻在椅子背后的爱情，会不会在水泥上开花结果？

 

     奥运会在满天标语的四环路上限行结束了，社区大妈不在扎顿儿学英文，电视恢复了无趣的《夜目中的哈尔滨》，在十万人的鸟巢里我努力的晃动手中劣质手电筒，铺天盖地的红叶四散开来，动情的烟花只能从水泥拼接的缝隙中突闪，轰鸣声更让人兴奋不已，手中紧紧的拿着哪个红叶明信片不知道寄给谁，有些可怜。

 

    地铁里的风很大，吹开了我的花朵裙子，像只展翅涅槃的蝴蝶，昏黄的路灯和着飞驰而过的公车，我踏出地铁，手中的冰露还带着奥运的冲动，随风划出这个夏天的结束符。

 

 

Turns out that Bill Gates was not the only famous Microsoft identity to be spotted at the Olympic Opening Ceremony.

Numerous bloggers also observed the cameo played by the so-called Blue Screen of Death (BSoD) - the Windows error screen that flashes up on your computer, signifying that it's time to reboot.

The screen was projected onto the roof of the National Stadium during the grand finale to the four-hour spectacular as veteran Chinese gymnast Li Ning, suspended 70 metres above the stadium floor, "jogged" towards the Olympic torch.

The BSoD message begins with the following sentence: "A problem has been detected and Windows has been shut down to prevent damage to your computer."

Usually, the only way to remove the BSoD is to restart your computer pressing the Ctrl+Alt+Delete buttons at the same time.

Images of the malfunction have popped up on Chinese forum sites showing the clearly visible error message projection.

The ceremony, which featured 14,000 performers depicting 5000 years of Chinese history, also involved the use of advanced technology to control the sound, lights and projectors.

At various times during the event, images of whales, clouds, and the faces of young children were superimposed on the roof the stadium - also known as the Bird's Nest.

And as Li Ning completed a lap of the stadium roof's rim, images of the torch relay were flashed up.

The spectacular opening ceremony also included 35,000 fireworks launched from 1800 sites around the city, to form patterns in the air.

Yesterday it was revealed that organisers digitally inserted computer-enhanced images of some of the firework displays broadcast during the opening ceremony.

The BSoD is a bit of an in-joke among geeks and is often used to poke fun at Microsoft's bug-prone Windows operating system.

Gates, who stepped down from his last official full-time position at Microsoft at the end of June, remains as the software company's part-time, non-executive chairman.

He has been spotted at several Olympic events, accompanied by his wife and is here is a private capacity. Microsoft is designated as an official supplier to the 2008 Olympic Games.

It's Windows XP operating system was chosen to run on all PCs used by the organisers a well as being the operating system installed on PCs supplied by Lenovo Group, the computer maker than is one of the major sponsors of the 2008 Olympics.

Microsoft's newer operating system, Vista, was not chosen.

Lenovo chairman, Yang Yuanqing, was quoted as saying that because of the complexity of the IT functions at the Games, it was decided to not use the the more recent operating system. "If it's not stable, it could have some problems," he said.

 

    “把妹达人”(PUA，Pickup Artists)，今儿学了一个有趣的词，总结几条有趣的，想深学的同学，请报名加入把妹高级培训班。

一、女人为什么会注意你？答案是细节。女人可能因为金钱接受一个男人，也可能因为权势委身一个男人，但真正喜欢一个男人，还是需要感性的扰动，而这个过程就是在一个个细节中完成的。整齐的鬓角、灿烂的微笑、修长的手指 、洁白的牙齿，甚至是一句话、一个表情、一个举动就是诸如此类的细节让女人在一瞬间对一个男人的态度从平常变成好感。
二、孔雀理论，这个理论的概念是，为了吸引物种中最优质的雌性，必须以华丽缤纷的模样脱颖而出。
三、社会学上的说法是，男性对女性的吸引力建立在这个男性是否拥有资源。因此，男人的首要任务是充实自己。

 

1. NLP派 (NLP：神经语言学) 运用NLP等心理技巧，在最短的时间内达到让女性着迷的目的。
2. Mystery Method派(谜男方法) 这种方法的精髓是运用一些经过无数次实战发展出来的桥段和招数。在不同的时间和场景下运用不同的招数，目标是使把妹的整个过程可以顺利运作。
3.David DeAngelo派(性格改善派)不但教授把妹具体实战技巧，也用励志的方法促进个人成长及性格改善
4.David Shade派(性爱高手派)
5.Real Social Dynamic派(万人迷派) 传授全面社会交往技巧，是对各种门派的一种小综合，注重实战演练，目标是培养万人迷
6.Swingcat派(推拉理论派) 是一种对话中一进一退的风格，目标是使女人摸不到对方底牌，然后通过循序渐进，使其入迷。

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